Friday, February 8, 2008

May it Always Be

We spend so much time (at least, I do) trying to live in the present. Going to yoga, relaxing, sitting and thinking, painting, waiting in traffic. It's all right here. All in all, things are pretty boring right now. And I kind of like it that way.

I've really started to like Las Vegas for it's energy, even though it's pretty quiet right now and even though on my way to and from work I see at least one accident each way. I passed by one today at the exact point where I got into mine a month ago. And it really didn't seem that long ago, especially from the feeling I get when the car in front of me slams on their brakes.

I tried for a very long time not to make decisions based on money, and last week they caught up to me. Because I quit my job last year I basically get nothing back from taxes even though I paid a ton (where do they go again?) and with the taxes on my new car plates I can bearly make rent. I have a friend who is moving here who might take over my lease, so I'd be free to leave whenever I want. Or at least find a temporary place while I'm still in Vegas. But I'm at the point where I don't want things to be temporary again.

I really have nothing to write about. Things are just keepin' on.

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